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touch me...if only to tear me apart...
~zašto sam ovdje~
tragedija. moj bijeg. ne zato što želim, već što ne znam drugačije.
Things only feel true when someone's abusing you
you are sometimes startled, you are never surprised.
No, I won't tell them. No, I won't share you. I am killing myself trying not to care. I know you're too fine for this. They've raised your hopes now they've come to dash them. Let me throw you deep into the stars so you can see your heaven and speak to your dead. Lay on me the hands that never kill. Stain my skin with breath laced in coolth and stun. Trace my form in the dark until it glows. You are younger than your years and I am older than mine. Some midnight I will meet you in the midst and cross your palm with my mouth. Come here little bird, let me lick your feathers back. Come here to your complicated cat. I have done my best to steer you away now I swim in blame and sleep in fear. When we go public, my china bird, I'll let you tell the story. When you hurt me I won't let it show.
kada poželite ubiti malo vremena...samo pripazite da ono ne ubije vas
svidjelo mi se...opet sam malo sentimentalna...ali, to sto je malo cmoljavo, ne znaci da i nije istina :)
Come down, slowly
I'm waiting by your side
Come down, carefully
I'm waiting by your side
I'll grab you when you fall
Down to the waking hours
Silent sweeps as golden corn
Down to the waking hours
How i wish that I could
Break into your dreams
Do I have the force I need
To break into your dreams
I hold you in my arms
Dimmed by scarlet morning red
I whisper in your ear
Do you dream of me?
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Rip out my heart and put it on the table
Read my life in the blood
I am waiting to answer your suffering pleas
As a deathly silence does curtail my remains
In the river of tears ruins blood from my eyes
Yet another morning is emptying my veins
Alone I seek, a tiny groove I stalk
In the river Lethe I slowly drown
Empty screams
To fill a new world
A place I've missed
Bodies are courses where maggots are turning
Souls are flames that are forever burning
Raging flames cover my corpse
Far from identity and remembrance
But the shades of my mind are still carrying
Colours of most beautiful kind
Around the cenotaph I am scattered
I am in the air you breathe
Let us forget me for awhile
And I bet you'll remember me no more...
Empty screams
To fill a new world
A place I've missed
Bodies are courses where maggots are turning
Souls are flames that are forever burning
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Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.
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I seen myself with a dirty face,
I cut my luck with a dirty ace
I leave the light on
I went from zero to minus ten
I drank your wine then
I stole your man
I leave the light on,
I leave that light on.
Daddy ain't that bad he just plays rough
I ain't that scarred when I'm covered up
I leave the light on
Little girl hiding underneath the bed was it something I did
Must be something I said
I leave the light on, better leave the light on.
I wanna love
I wanna live
I don't know much about it
I never did
17 and I'm all messed up inside
I cut myself just to feel alive
I leave the light on
21 on the run
on the run on the run from myself
From myself and everyone
I leave the light on, I leave the light on
Better leave the light on.
Cause I wanna love
I wanna live
I don't know much about it
I never did,
I don't know what to do, can the damage be undone
I swore to God that I'd never be what I've become
Lucky stars and fairy tales
I'm gonna bathe myself in a wishin' well
Pretty scars from cigarettes
I never will forget, I never will forget
I'm still afraid to be alone
wish that moon would follow me home
I leave the light on
I ain't that bad I'm just messed up
I ain't that sad but I'm sad enough
God bless the child with the dirty face who cuts her luck with a dirty ace
She leaves the light on, I leave that light on
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I hear the music
sweet tunes that caress my soul
music begging for music
it woes my soul ...so...
it enchants me...
...feeding my hunger
but I'm hungry for more
...so much more..
food for the poets thought
ink for the thirsty pen
lust like the ravaging whore
bringing on her final encore
show me the notes to the music
show me the words I can't find
write me a poem that touches me
playing this song as you write...
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And if I die today I'll be the HAPPY Phantom
And I'll go chasin' the nuns out in the yard
And I'll run naked through the streets without my mask on
And I will never need umbrellas in the rain
I'll wake up in strawberry fields every day
And the atrocities of school I can forgive
The HAPPY phantom has no right to bitch
Oo who the time is getting close
Oo who time to be a ghost
Oo who every day we're getting closer
The sun is getting dim
Will we pay for who we been
So if I die today I'll be the HAPPY phantom
And I'll go wearin' my NAUGHTIES like a jewel
They'll be my ticket to the universal opera
There's Judy Garland taking Buddha by the hand
And then these seven little men get up to dance
they say Confucius does his crossword with a pen
I'm still the angel to a girl who hates to SIN
Oo who the time is getting close
Oo who time to be a ghost
Oo who every day we're getting closer
The sun is getting dim
Will I pay for who I been
Or will I see you dear and wish I could come back
You found a girl that you could TRULY love again
Will you still call for me when she falls asleep
Or do we soon forget the things we cannot see
Oo who the time is getting close
Oo who time to be a ghost
Oo who every day we're getting closer
The sun is getting dim
Will I pay for who I been
And if I die today
And if I die today
And if I die today
Chasin' the nuns out in the yard
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I could make a dress
A robe fit for a prince
I could clothe a continent
But i can't sew a stitch
I can paint my face
And stand very very still
Its not very practical
But it still pays the bills
I can't change my name
But i could be your type
I can dance and win at games
Like backgammon and life
I used to be the smart one
Sharp as a tack
Funny how that skipping years ahead
Has held me back
I used to be the bright one
Top in my class
Funny what they give you when you
Just learn how to ask
I can write a song
But i cant sing in key
I can play piano
But i never learned to read
I can't trap a mouse
But i can pet a cat
No i'm really serious!
I'm really very good at that
I can't fix a car
But i can fix a flat
I could fix alot of things
But i'd rather not get into that
I used to be the bright one
Smart as a whip
Funny how you slip so far when
Teachers dont keep track of it
I used to be the tight one
The perfect fit
Funny how those compliments can
Make you feel so full of it
I can shuffle cut and deal
But i can't draw a hand
I can't draw a lot of things
I hope you understand
I'm not exceptionally shy
But i've never had a man
That i could look straight in the eye
And tell my secret plans
I can take a vow
And i can wear a ring
And i can make you promises but
They won't mean a thing
Can't you do it for me, i'll pay you well
Fuck i'll pay you anything if you could end this
Can't you just fix it for me, it's gone berserk...
Fuck i'll give you anything if
You can make the damn thing work
Can't you just fix it for me, ill pay you well,
Fuck ill pay you anything
If you can end this
Hello, i love you will you tell me your name?
Hello, i'm good for nothing - will you love me just the same?
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Wanna cry for you
Would it do any good?
If I rained for you
It would just be water
And the night's with you
And the storm's in your hand
And you're down, and you're down
And I can't lift you
I'm powerless to change your world
I'm powerless to stop the hurt
But I'll give you my heart
Give you my shoulder
I give you my heart
Give you my shoulder
Over and over
Wanna run for you
Would it do any good?
If I flew for you
You would still be standing
And it's hard watching
'Cause I'm part of you
And it's hard not to
Not to know what I can do
I'm powerless to change your world
I'm powerless to stop the hurt
I'm trying hard to be your tower of strength
I'm trying hard to bring you back to joy
I'll give you my heart
Give you my shoulder
I give you my heart
Give you my shoulder
When the night just cuts you through
And the dream is lost to you
When you're worried and confused
I will give you my heart give you my shoulder
I give you my heart
Give you my shoulder
Over and over
Time and again
Give you my shoulder
I will
I give you my heart
Give you my shoulder
I will
Time and again
Over and over
I give you my heart
Give you my shoulder
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like a moth to candle
the summerlands made home
a hollow shell, our utopia
now empty lies his oaken throne
veiled in mist, true revelation
secrets of this blessed realm
through life and death, commiserations
in struggle, valour to overwhelm
each day, another pain
each dawn I die, at dusk we pray
empty dreams in midnight clouds
cloaked in doom, the darkest shroud
sleep the years hind walls of silence
safe in cairns of deepest black
weary of strife, the rancour
strength of conviction, now flowing back
cast in iron our resolutions
the melting mirror would not show
reflections of a weaker side
only here are we all
I shall not drown in his golden tears
save. these truths for the weaker man
nor lay my head at his feet
to tremble as the meekest lamb
kiss me now for I have sinned
upon my brow a crown of thorns
ease this doubt with whispered promise
as I open my veins to greet the dawn
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ich hab dich tausend mal gesucht
und schon genauso oft verflucht
doch vielleicht kommt das ende der qual
ja beim tausend und ersten mal
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You were always right there
But you didn’t seem to care
When was I ever so bare
You were never aware
Take me home and make it better
Tuck me in to a silent sleep
Make it all just go away
May you practice what you preach
Play dead
Was what you always said
But I hear it in my head
I just want to go to bed
Tell me why I can’t be better
Is this always on my mind
You can’t be my contraceptor
Disease will find me in time
Yearning for your love
Will it fit me like a glove
Even when push becomes a shove
You will lift me high above
Go away and leave me lying
On the floor from what you’ve done
When they find me I won’t be crying
This disease has surely won
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